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Monday, October 22, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
The battleground of our lives
We
feel like a bit of a battleground lately, in that Satan has been
attacking, and God has been blessing (though sometimes that blessing
hurts a little, too). First, some of the blessings: Lisa (for those of
you who aren't her Facebook friend) will have a second phone interview
on Thursday for a fantastic position in North Carolina. This job would
be a substantial raise for Lisa, and would allow us to remain in
Nashville; the downside is that she would have to travel a lot, but we
can deal with that.
Then an attack - I am covered quite
ridiculously in poison ivy, mosquito bites, and chiggers, and I don't
think it all came from the campout last week. When I say ridiculously, I
mean poison ivy on my leg, the back of my neck, my forehead, my nose,
my chin through my beard, and my eyelids. I never went into the woods,
so I don't know where I could have picked it up. It's a fairly minor
thing in the grand scheme, but quite annoying. Within the last month,
Avery's been sick, Elise has been sick, and I've been almost sick. And
Lisa is dealing with a horribly dysfunctional workplace that led her to
look for other work in the first place - but that, as I've said, may be a
hidden blessing.
Probably the most difficult "blessing" is our
remaining cat, Kira. Kira has been with us for almost 15 years now,
our first baby. Since we have made the decision to go to Bulgaria, we
had wondered what we would do with the cats, and her in particular. We
had found a person to take Keiko, but we knew that Kira would never
adjust; It's too expensive to take her with us to Bulgaria, and even if
we did the flight would probably kill her. We're taking our call to
mission seriously, and we can't tell God "Sorry, but we can't go do the
work you've put before us - we have a cat." The horrible blessing is
that we may be putting Kira down this week. She has not been right
since we put Keiko to sleep; she hardly eats, and I have not seen her
drink water in weeks (which makes me wonder seriously how she's still
alive now). She has balance issues, and staggers often. There have
been other disturbing behaviors which I won't go into (you might have
just eaten...) that tell us it's time.
Strangely, I am more at
peace on this. I am sad, to be sure, but perhaps losing Keiko prepared
me somewhat to lose Kira as well. This will be a pet-less house, which
makes it easier for us to prepare it to sell. I've learned through life
that transitions are tough, but God leads us through them to brighter
futures.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Update - October 3rd, 2012
Technology
is awesome! I had another phone chat with Vania today. I called to
see how Hristo is doing, and I was glad to hear that he is doing well.
Apparently (if I understood correctly), they are not going to do surgery
on his other eye until next month. I was glad to hear also that the
communion cups I had sent a couple of weeks ago arrived there yesterday;
apparently the Vazrazhdane Church of Christ had run out of cups, and
the only store in Bulgaria that carries them ran out and had no idea
when any more would come in. The things we take for granted in the
States...
We've got a busy month ahead of us. This weekend
we'll be heading to Stuttgart, AR to hook up with Lisa's family. Next
weekend, I'll be in the second of three class meetings of a course I'm
auditing at Lipscomb on "Counseling for Church Leaders" (and yes, that
can be taken pretty much any way you look at it). The weekend after
that we're really looking forward to being in Fort Smith to visit with
our West Ark family; I'll be co-teaching class with Chris Benjamin, and
officiating at Table. The final weekend in October will be a Cub and
Family campout and Elise's birthday, and the following weekend the third
of the Counseling class... I'm pretty busy for an unemployed guy.
Some of the job searching has been put on hold as Lisa looks for a new
job. We're trying to find her something that is here in Nashville, or
at least would allow her to work from here and travel to sites
occasionally. There's a particular job she's looking at now that we
think would be absolutely fantastic (and would indeed allow us to stay
in Nashville). We ask, as always, for your prayers that God will
continue to lay the path in front of us that He desires. We still want
very much to be in Sofia next year, but only God can make that happen.
In the meantime, we continue to prepare as best we can with language
lessons (had one tonight; I think I have conjugations in the present
tense down... I think).
We are so thankful for your prayers
and thoughts. It has been a rough year in a lot of ways, but also a
year full of surprises and blessings. God is so good to us!
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